I can’t comprehend why I can’t feel.
It’s like I gave up my soul and made a deal.
Heart that beats mind that seeks.
I’m not satisfied or maybe I just put aside the fact I choose not to feel.
Or if I do it’s like a hangover in the morning, coming with no warning yet always returning leaving me mourning.
If I choose to feel pain what do I gain?
Yeah I’ll get stronger but what if I don’t have time to conquer?
I’m just a minority developing maturity, looking for security.